She Used to Be Mine
Not everyone gets what they deserve. Sometimes people do- sometimes you're in the middle of getting what you deserve, right, and no one knows. People tell me I deserve good things, and I have a hard time reconciling that with my experiences. Does everyone have a hard time hearing they deserve good things? I think the people who truly deserve good things are the people who try. I'm not sure I'm truly a trier. On the outside it appears I am trying because it appears I have a lot going on, but I don't know that this is honestly the case. If I were trying, wouldn't there be some successes somewhere? Are there people who are constantly and earnestly trying who never make any progress? Is that the kind of person I am? If that's the case, shouldn't I then try to reevaluate where things are going wrong and how I can do something I might succeed at? This again seems like advanced level trying that I am not doing. My friends try. They try very hard and they