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I've Been 30 For A While Now

I don't think I realized how much it would take to clean your scent off of me. It was foolish. A decade doused in your perfume, I should not have assumed it could be undone so easily. I wonder if it's healthy for me to want to remove so much of you. If I could, I would remove more than what is on me. It's an obsession so pervasive that it breeds other obsessions to try to take its place. I don't know if there will ever be another moment so critical to my growth. You're the thing that would induce me to cannibalism. I feel as though I am cannibalizing my life to eat you out of it. It's not the first time, and I wonder how damaging this will be. More people should watch Hannibal. I don't think I'll ever let that go. It's the greatest love story I've ever bore witness to. It feels so consuming that it is hard to imagine that you are not a direct witness of a cursed love blossoming. It's the kind of love that everyone says they want, but I don&