Whatever Is Underneath
I've accepted that I probably have best friends to whom I am not the best friend. Both in my acts and placement. I don't let a lot of people in, and the ones that gain entry don't always like what they see. I want so badly to be the close relationships type. My closest relationship is to the feeling of the city. Not this city. Just the height and density of a city. I have been going out running in the evenings, which is something I used to enjoy. It's strange to find things that you used to enjoy. Things you dropped when you lost control. So, I've picked up running, and I realized that the trail winds toward the lights downtown. Just like the trail in Austin. And I wonder if this is true of all cities. That everything you want gravitates toward the center. Not just the high-rises that store boring people in boring offices doing tech-y things I only think are boring because I don't understand them, but the density of all those buildings. Is the center of our